The fact that I miss my little sister Michelle and my cousin Meli so fucking much. At times I wish I still lived 15 minutes away from them to be able to go to Manhattan Beach, have our poker nights, lay the fuck around the house and watch movies in our shorts, talk shit about stupid bitches that we don't like and drink wine and cry about things that don't even matter. We always said that we would move out together but it seems like it's difficult for both of them. Michelles side of the family is extremely asian which means that they are strict. She needs a full time job that pays her well and she must learn how to balance her money, she just overdrew her account. My cousin Meli barely got a job at the age of 19 and she still doesn't have her driver's license. If only life would give me what I want and make this happen. I just want to take the next step in life Is that too much to ask for?