Is this the real life, is this just fantasy Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality Open your eyes , look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me ...to me Mama, just killed a man, put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama oooh... Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come, sends shivers down my spine Body's aching all the time Goodbye everybody, I've got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama oooh (any way the wind blows) I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the Fandango Thunderbolt and lightning, very very frightening me Galileo (Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo figaro (Magnifico) But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me He's just a poor boy from a poor family Spare him his life from this monstrosity Easy come easy go, will you let me go Bismillah! No, we will not let you go, let him go Bismillah! We will not let you go, let him go Bismillah! We will not let you go, let me go Will not let you go, let me go Will not let you go let me go No, no, no, no, no, no, no Mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye So you think you can love me and leave me to die Oh baby, can't do this to me baby Just gotta get out, just gotta get right out of here Nothing really matters, anyone can see Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me Any way the wind blows.... yep..thats a really good song. I like it. Nothing much has really happened in the past two days. Thursday...school was boring like always. nothing eventful happened. I had retakes for my pictures. I'm pretty sure they came out bad. I think I smiled wierd. Oh well. I went to the freshman football game with kelly too. It was East vs. North. East won. Today is pretty uneventful so far. Absolutely nothing interesting or important has happened that I remember. There was no gym today again. We went to some room and the guy from guidance talked to us for a hlaf hour and then we made some account on the computer. I found out I got a C+ in math...I guess thats alright. I'm gonna be going to karate tonight with my cousin and thats about all for tonight. I'm in a strange mood..I was all cranky last night and I still sorta am. I feel like breaking something. Oh well. hey did you know there can be thunder when it snows?! It's called a thundersnow. thats crazy..my science teacher told us that today. He said it's rare though. theres nothing to do right now. I guess i'll just go lay down or listen to music or play the piano or something like that. I really should get a start on all that stuff for school thats not due for a while but i really do not feel like it. all done