I miss jorge. I really do. I try not to, but I just do. I don't know why. I tried calling him twice. Some guy answered this time. I feel my spanish improved slightly..I sorta had a conversationish thing. He asked me if I was Christina. I was like NO, soy Heather. I guess I'll just have to wait and see if he calls me now..I hope he does. My novio Mario. hmm..its been good so far I think. He gave me a hickey...that sucked. I had a table of obnoxious people when i was waitressing who just teased me about it the entire time. The one old guy started singing "our waitress has a hickey" and when he left he told me to use my tip to buy a lolli pop for my boyfriend to suck on. I guess it was sorta funny...and obnoxious. Stephanie was trying to find out who gave me the hickey. I wouldn't tell her. She said she thinks it was Mario, and that people are talking. I'm pretty sure all the Mexicans know about us. I don't know who else though. I make him jealous. I need to stop. It is my fault. I sorta just hug everyone and hang on people..I don't know why. He doesn't like it though. And he is right not to. I like him. I can't trust him yet though. He doesn't trust me either. I guess that could be a problem. I hope things will still work out when we don't see each other at work every day. Edgar still tells me how he loves me, and will wait for me to give him a chance. I don't know what to do. I feel bad...I've really hurt him.. The olympics are over. Beijing 2008. I enjoyed watching them. Probably the best time was the mens field hockey game with the netherlands and germany. It went into double overtime and then strokes and then sudden death strokes. It was intense. Germany won. Me and Jamie watched the entire thing during our waitressing shift at work. We sat at the bar and watched the end. We were sooo into it..haha sitting there by ourselves, only people paying attention to it, clapping and cheering. It was a good game. I lied though..that wasn't the best part. Michael Phelps last race was. He won 8 gold medals. A world record. His final race he needed to win was a medley relay thing..It was on at around 10:30 and I got off work at 10ish. So me and Jen T. sat in t7 by pizza and waited for the race. When it finally came on, the entire front of Jimbo's was filled with people who stopped walking the boardwalk to watch the race. Jimbo's was packed inside, and all of those people stopped talking and eating and drinking and everyone was just focused on the tv. even the mexicans. It was so cool. The race was amazing. When we won, everyone started cheering. There was even a USA chant going. It was such an awesome moment. I will never forget that. I'm going to miss the olympics. I went crabbing with my mom dad and brother and Tommy. We woke up early, rented a little boat, and got some crabs. Tommy even caught a fish, along with some seaweed and a few shells. It was cool. The next day yia yia came over to make her delicious spaghetti sauce with crabs. It was amazzzzzing. Everyone left for college. Its sorta wierd. The person I miss the most is ryan, hands down. Yesterday, I ended up not working, so naturally i went to call ryan. But once i was about to dial, I realized I couldnt. Ryan is now cut off from the outside world at his damn army school. It was sad. I miss him. He better write soon. He is deffinately one of my best friends. I ended up hanging out with erin. We finally watched persepolis. It was a really good movie. I went out to applebees with dave marella after. he's a cool kid. Me and sarah went to the beach today. It was my day off. Me and my mom went shopping later. haha and I ran into kim at the mall. it was her day off too. lol well, I guess I wrote enough, huh. Martin is waiting to talk to me. I'll be back soon. =]