shit. I was doing good with writing in here again. I don't know what happened. I'm so lazy to write. I guess since I was writing papers in school again I didn't want to do it here too. I've noticed that..reading and writing soo much in school makes me not want to do it outside of school. A shitload has happened. I'm 19 now. I have a new job at Benihana which was supposed to open like a month ago but still isnt ready so i've been doing training for weeeeeeks. Its not bad so far, though. Still don't talk to mario or jorge, although I did decide to call them both when I was drunk. But mario didnt answer and i coudlnt use the phone card for jorge. That was a good time getting drunk...my first REAL time. It was on thanksgiving. It was me, ryan, greg hermack, and a bottle of green apple smirnoff sitting around the fire at ryans. oh was that a good time. things with edgar have been all over the place. good, bad, inbetween. I'm not even going to bother explaining that. I believe thats all I am going to write for now. Who knows when I write again. 161 days until summer. January 5th i leave for mexico! I still have no motivation for school. all done, love.