so, despite the fact I haven't written in here forever, I've still been coming here at least once a week. I think I stopped writing because the site changed. It's not like it used to be. There was something about it, i don't know how to explain it. It just gave me a good feeling. now though, i don't even get half as many hits in about 8 months then i used to get in a day. everyone sorta just lost interest in this i guess. and the main page, its so cold and different. the whole "community" part of this website is gone. it makes me sad. =[ anyway, i was reading my first entry. i wrote it when i was 14. so, i'm 16 now. and i have a job at jimbos. i'm waiting to be able to drive my passat by myself and starting to think about college. salisbury, perhaps? anyway, i doubt i'll write in this again soon. i keep thinking of this when things happen. halloween, BILLY JOEL CONCERT, some other concerts, first day of work, holidays, parties, and a tontontontontonton of other things that just made me smile. mayabe i'll write more than i have been, we'll see though. nobody is gonna read this anyway, if you do though, leave me a comment so i know this isn't completely forgotten. it'd make me happy. ahh this thing...i wish this site didn't change so much. i used to be here alllllll the time. oh well, thanks for checkin back here. ha.. i wish i never started writing all done.. all done. =]