eh festival's comin up...gettin a group together tell me if u want in last night was fun.....me n whitney started up our 3 way calling again..that cheered me up!! we called Danny i miss him!!! we're gonna go sledding soon though..n then we called Jordz!!! :) i owe him $1 cuz his team beat mine!! but that's ok cuz he owes me his school pic!! n he said i had to get my ass over to Mil. Luth. n decorate n clean out his locker lol but idk if i can get over there fast enough jordz! but yeah..tina called at 11:45 this morning...n i was still sleepign but i picked it up n e way...i/g we have to be at the gym at 4 n our game is now at 4:30 instead of 6..**good cuz i didnt wanna stay there that long to cheer** but then..after our game we have to stay there n work on competition for tomorrow till 6:30 so it's not really THAT bad!! but....it seems like sumthing is missing:/ Have u ever felt lost in yourself? Insecure, confused, and about to break? With the fights at home and pain that u cant take. You want to crawl to somebody and break down and cry. U kno they will listen and whipe each tear that falls from ur eye. But what happens if u havent found that person? Because u need them now when things are at their worst. That person cares about u. They wont think twice and will surely put u first. So u run to ur friends and act like u're fine. u kno all this pain will pass away, but it all takes time. But to hav some one hold u tight in their arms, and try their hardest to protect u from all harm. To kno that they think of u during the day, and show all their friends that you're theirs. They never want u to go away. Every second with u they want to share... ...Now Im waiting for u to walk into my life. To hold me close to u and assure me everything will be alright. To have u put a smile on my face and tease eachother all of the days. To be my lover and my best friend. To call and say u love me over and over again. All the sweet little things that u do. I'm here waiting for u to walk into my life. Written by Tina "your sexy lover" ^^^that's kinda how i feel!