idk y i feel this...but i feel empty i have no reason to feel like this!! my day was fine n even cheerleadin was fun!! surprisin ik ik!! it was a girls game n we even won!! and kayla said we r goin to the candy shop n i even get to lick the lolly pop!! **lol kayla!!** but maybe it's because he wasn't there today ... ? maybe that might be y..or maybe it's sumthing else that has been buggin me that no one really knows what it is.. I miss him sooo much..I just wish I was His, I wish he would call me his **Only One** and won't ever call me a number. I wish he will always be by me no matter what happens between us and I wish all the girls won't hang all over him..because it hurts me to see that, i just turn away, hold the tears back, and try to ignore it because i can't stand it and most of all i can't tell them he's Mine i just have to face it sooner or later...I wish i could try to move on..but it's hard to think that...of being alone ... but now i just have to let it all go because he even said so himself "right now it's just a waste of time" I guess u can't get everything you wish for... but i just want him to know... i will ALWAYS care about him and be there for him no matter what happens!! no matter what people say because I still love Him ... i just wished he felt the same