Everywhere I go Everyone I meet Every time I try to fall in love They all want to know why I'm so broken Why am I so cold Why I'm so hard inside. Why am I scared What am I afraid of I don't even know This story's never had an end I've been waiting I've been searching I've been hoping I've been dreaming you would come back But I know the ending of this story You're never coming back Never ~~~~~~~~~~~~ I miss him sooo much..I just wish I was His, I wish he would call me his **Only One** and won't ever call me a number. I wish he will always be by me no matter what happens between us and I wish all the girls won't hang all over him..because it hurts me to see that, i just turn away, hold the tears back, and try to ignore it because i can't stand it and most of all i can't tell them he's Mine i just have to face it sooner or later...I wish i could try to move on..but it's hard to think that...of being alone ... but now i just have to let it all go because he even said so himself "right now it's just a waste of time" I guess u can't get everything you wish for... but i just want him to know... i will ALWAYS care about him and be there for him no matter what happens!! no matter what people say because I still love Him ... i just wished he felt the same ~~~~~~~~~~~~ blah school was boring i really wanted to kick sumthing today...but i think i'm over that part i hope!!! but i'm finally home for a day!! i'm kinda happy about that!! it's my gma's birthday today so happy birthday to her sumthin's been botherin me cuz i hate what he does but o well i'll get over that to Dodie had her baby!! here's my 2nd cousin's so far Oldest to Youngest Jordan - 6 years old - March 13 (Tony and Jamie's Daughter) Mitchelle - 4 years old - July 25 (Dodie and Jim's Son) Savannah - 3 years old - January 11 (Michelle n Michael's Daughter) Loryn - 2 years old - October 25 (Dodie n Jim's Daughter) Anjalee - 6 months - October 7 (Tony n Jamie's Daughter) Samantha - couple hours - April 19 (Dodie n Jim's Daughter) Leave Me Sum Lovin