I'm *L.o.s.t* In This World WiThOuT Y~O~U i'm gonna try having this flaming text be like a background for the text..u can read my entry n yet u can still c the background! lol i visited my sister in the hospital today she's doing good :D but hmmm..things have been weird lately...very weird...i mean all was good... good day...went to pick up balloons n the guy working there was like flirting w/ me n it made me laugh but idk other things have been just a lil weird...i mean i think i miss him?? but yet again..i don't. it's been CrAzY!! n i hate it! i feel clueless about my life right now!! i've been tryin to forget the things i've been through in the past...i don't care about the past n e more..i wish it would stop haunting me...i try n look ahead...look on the bright side!! i don't need sumone who's sitting there telling me shit like "u cheated on me" when i didn't or "we're to close" n break up wit me? i mean wtf?? that's what get's me clueless!! n these memories come Haunting me at the weirdest times!! i mean i had a great day!! i had so much fun!! me n tina were in the library fooling around Kamario asked if we wanted to go out to eat with him n to a movie he offered to pay...n i mean great day n everything!! n Kristen's even coming back home!! :) n then..it all came back. So here i am...sitting here...tryin to forget about the past..hoping to block it all out n just move on!!! looking ahead...going for another new look..gonna get my hair redone again n stuff...but i have just one more thing to add... When are we going to be toghether? Will you love me now or will it take forever? I love you always with all my heart. Be with you and never apart. With this poem i have one thing in mind. You just have to read the first word in each line or the bolded/underlined letters... Leave Me Sum Loving