My mom told me that i have been very strong the past year....she said with everything that has been going on she's really surprised of how i took it all in n i'm not breakin down cryin and in depressed mode...surprisingly....i am surprised i'm not like that either!! i guess i gotta thank my gurls for all of that!! THANKS BUNCHES!! ESPECIALLY U ERIN!! yeah...can u guyz tell i had another shitty day this week???...well if u couldn't tell...i did!! I started to cry today in 5th hour...that's how bad it kinda got...i knew sumthing was gonna happen REALLY bad today...and sure enough..it did The only good thing that happened to me today was was my dress..but yet lookin at it made me sad...n i have NO clue why it made me feel that way...i feel so great in that dress, but for sum odd reason...i don't feel complete in it n e more...? if you know what i'm saying, **it's really hard to explain** Leave Me Sum Lovin...I really need it!! I wanna be the gurl that when he wakes up i'm the one that he's thinkin..i wanna be his :*:Only One:*: i want to be his reason for going through another day..just Once..i wanna be the One being wished fOr..i want *him* tO say-> `im so lucky tO have her`.. in Other wordz, i just wanna be His |[e v e r y t h i n g]|