Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life Because it's empty Because of you ....I am afraid ^i hate that..because that's true!^ is it weird that....i enjoyed his call back?? damn my weekend was exhausting!! yesterday i went to ruthie's house for easter n we had an easter egg hunt for the lil kids with candy..n then after that...michael pulled out his wallet n had one for Me Michelle n Ruthie n he hid money in eggs!! he hid at lest $20 which was kinda fun!! me n ruthie fought over one in the tree that I couldn't reach..n she ended up getting it..i missed $5 :( lol but then after that we were lookin for the $10 one sumwhere in the lil trees..n damn!! my arms were all pricked up n i was all muddy from digging underneath cuz michael said we had to get dirty a lil ... well ... i got more then a lil... seriously idk y i even dress up a lil when i go over by ruthie's house! i was wearing my good new pants n my new flip flops n those got muddy n i rolled up my pants though! but after my dad got the $10 egg we went inside to warm up a lil bit!! o yeah we also blew up peeps in the microwave :) lol Then Ryan n Erik came home from there mom's house n we all did Karaokee!!! haha! i luv my family!! kamario called me then my mom left n i was with my cousin's n aunts then...we went over to my cousin Jim's house which is 2 houses down then we played basketball!! me ryan n jim VS erik rick n michael!! it was great!! of course my team won!! whoo hoo!! but that's when i wrecked my jeans...i fell tryin to save the ball n i either 1) kept going n hit the cement thing on my head or 2) fall on my knees n hands so of course i did number 2!! cuz i'm sick of all those injuries!! I spent the night at my cousin jim's house last nite n i called tina to tell her i found her book lol n then we watched the Incredibles!!! tehehe! n then i woke up checked my phone cuz i put it on vibrate cuz knowing my friends..i knew they would call in the middle of the night n sure enough! mason called me at like 11:45 n left me a message! n played basketball again wiht mitchell n went out to eat n stuff n then i went home haha kristen!! appendix attack!! Leave Me Sum Lovin! xoxo