damn i havent ben on here or left anything ina mega grip...and as i look at other ppls diaries i c sum ppl hav left sum stuff and others havent...THEN, then i look at mine lol and as a smile is formed on my face i read on and on..y a smile? i think its hilarious how out of tha blue sumthin so dramatic cud happen, sumthin so huge cud happen example a friendship ending sum may think that it isnt reely a big deal i dont either now that i stop and look at my diary...but is it a diary or is it juss entry after entry of me juss lashing out at ppl and one perticular person idk u b tha judge but my diary makes me smile because it shows that god damn am i caring..its like wen ur kno ur funny and its dope 2 kno u can make ppl laff but wen u can kno that ur a caring person thas fuckin awesome and i say im caring because look how much i flipped out cuz sum person kinda hurt me..now lets stop and go over wut i juss sed "kinda hurt me". wtf do i ever mean? yea i admit it tha fact that i lost a friend and a good one does kinda make me upset but was she all that good of a friend 2 start trippin over ina way yes but more then anything else tha WHOLE situation juss makes me smile. kno y? hav u eva realized wen ppl do stupid things u laff at it or wen uve done stupid things u laff at it well i juss find tha fact that she has a life without me fuckin hilarious and idk mayb its cuz im mario i tend 2 think that i can truely change sum1's life like my friends n close ppl hav strait up told me that they were glad 2 b my friend now sum1 break sum shit down 4 me..hav we become SOO wrapped up it "love" and findin tha "one" n yada yada yada that we begin 2 forget that tha ONES who care most and tha ONES who r there 2 catch u wen u fall r not worth leaving cuz of a guy/girl or wuteva...and as i read a perticular diary it only dates back so far but wut i reely wanna kno is wud she hav done tha same if i neva went out wif her huh..and ALSO i wanna kno wut kinda entries were left wen i was in tha picture i juss wanna kno and then as i catch my self wonderin bout bullshit i keep reading and tha person i once cared 4 soo much doesnt evn begin 2 hav a place in my life anymore and its sad 2 kno that as i look at it now but am i sad...no ITS sad tha fact that sum1 cuz juss b soo smart but soo stupid at tha same time is juss beyond me soo evryone mite read this entry and say I He Back?? is he bac 2 juss go off and off on ppl...tha answer is no im not here 2 say shit ive already sed im here 2 say fuck you. how does that taste? -MCF