ok i juss posted a entry like 2 minutes ago and im ALREADY bac lol i juss here 2 say sumthin else... a cuple days ago while in tha car wif my bro we were talkin and idk how it came up but he started talkin bout ex gfs n shit and he sed its like wen u kno ur wif tha rite gurl all tha other gurls start 2 flash b4 u like how ppl say my life flashed b4 myself as their about 2 die n shit its kinda like that he sed like that how can sumthin so simple as a person hav so big of an effect on ur life and how can it mean so much then it was quiet and he sed but u kno wut i dont giv a fuck idc if there isnt a reason is to y sum1 can make u feel juss soo undescribeable..and as i think bout those words i cuddnt agree more because ive found myself thinkin bout times wen i used 2 b wif all these gurls and how nun of them actually made me scared at tha fact that im so happy nun of them actually ment this much b4 like there isa case where one of em is undoubtabley like special but evn her i think i can honestly say has neva reely made me stop and think like damn evry1 else was justa joke...like all tha rong gurls flash b4 u and no matter how much they might hav made u mad or wuteva ur happy that u were wif them because without bein wif them u wudda neva realized how great ur current one is wifout tha past u wudda neva known that she is juss undoubtablely tha best uve ben with and u kno ur wif tha best wen juss about anythang can remind u of them and u kno ur wif tha best wen ur so used 2 thing being a certain way that u dont care wen they're different...i juss this shes tha shit and no1 can convince me otherwise...