ok so ill consider myself a fool now whats new. well, so i had a blade today big deal i had one yesterday, too. barry saw it though and i hate him, but thats beside the fact. he wanted to look at it but i wouldnt let him i didnt want him to take it away from me so i didnt let him. i put it in my pocket. Then later i reached to get and cut my thumb not even on purpose and he tells sam. of course sam tells everyone everything. and i dont want brandi to know. cause im afriad shell get all pissed like, which would so royally sux. i dont even cut nemore i quit but that dosent change a thing. my friends dont know josh but hes not thirlled that i use to cut. i dont blame him either. im not thrilled myself but he smokes pot is that really ne better, no and i quit. he still does. My life in shambles. i hope barry drops dead, how i detest him.