im to the breaking point. id like to cut but that would just make everyone even more made at me. i know its horrendous but oh well. its not like i dont play with blades neways. im sick of life. i feel though as i have no one to turn to thoug, but then again im afraid to say nething afraid that people will think. i will not complain either. i wish some people wouldnt think that i have to be perfect. cause i cant be its not possible. i hate stero types, i hate people, i hate the world, but most of all i hate myself. im no good at nething ah screw it. i wish i could become numb with no promblems, no cares, no worries, and no hurts. but i cant do that now can i can do nething. even if i try. im anti-socil, cynical, self-hating all wraped into one isnt that grand!?!? ah its not like it matters