so i woke up and i shouldnt have gotten up because now i'm definately not gunna get back to sleep. i'm sitting here listening to music. and wishing i had my head cut off. well, not literally. because. ouch. but my fucking gums hurt. and it's annoying. how clever of me. so i have a stupid cold sore so i took out one of my hoops and just put a stud in. which makes me look retarded because i have a hoop on one side of my lip and a stud on the other. last night was nice. stephanie and scott were here. which was awesome pretty much because i miss them. especially scott because i havent seen him alot lately. Bayside.SpillCanvas is tomorrow. and omg. i'm so excited. i'm getting a hoodie and a shirt probably. hopefully. i'm just so excited. been waiting for this for ages. and i have to go to ashlee's today for that interview so i have to think of some questions for billy talent. and i'm going to be one of the first people ever to hear billy talent's new cd. =] then i'm suppose to go hang out with cory. but i doubt that will work out. hopefully though. because he's one awesome dude. oh and ryan is supposed to call, but i'm not going to be home when i thought i was. i really like ryan again. like not in a "oh i love him" way just, he makes me laugh. and that's so important. so i think i'm going to go lay back down. my mom will probably not like that. i don't know. i have a headache. real bad. and i'm really shaky. and i'm so fucked up about school. UGH i hope things work out.. ♥ ..Rock Off..