and i've never felt this much anger toward anyone in my life. i've never wanted to slap someone as much as i want to hit you. never wanted to scream so loud in someone's face as i do when i'm with you. i've never loved someone as much as i love you. i've never kissed someone as much as i kissed you that one night. and i've never felt so empty when i'm with someone as you make me feel, even when you're only in my dreams. never cried as much over someone as i cry over you. i've never smiled so much as when i'm with you. i've never wanted to die as much as i fucking want to whenever you're not around. you mean so much and yet so little. i just wish i never met you. then i'd never know how bad it feels to love someone as much as i love you. --s.m ♥