i am so fucking pissed off iam stuck home new years eve and news year doing complete nothing at all it suck so bad and ican't even invite any one over it sucks so bad. i really hate being home it is like prison. and all my other friends are out haveing a great time. well i hope no one else is as miserable as i am. well i guess sitting wishing for some thing to happen really is not good or just sitting here being miserable is not good either but there is nothing else i can do to make me feel better i just need freedom i need to go out and live my life iam to matyre for my age well it is good for many things but i think at my age i should be haveing go and get wild something i just fell so locked down i don't know if there is other people that feel like this but i do and i just need help i guess well i guess nothing is going to happen now so i guess i justhave to deal with well i have to go clean till tomm.