WELL THERE IS THIS BOY IN MY CLASS. AND WERE FRIENDS WE TALK. AND WE BOTH HAVE EMOTIONS FOR EACH OTHER, BTU THERE IS A CATCH. WELL THERE IS ALWAYS A CATCH. HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. AND HIS RELATIONSHIP IS ON THE RICKS RIGHT NOW. HE WAS GOING TO BREAK UP WITH HER THIS MORNING. BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO HER HER CRY. THEY GOR INTO A LIITLE ARGUMENT THIS MORRNING. WELL IT REALLY SUCKS FOR ME BECAUSE I AM REALLY BECOMING TO LIKE HIM. AND IT HARDTO RESTRAIN OUR SELVES FOR TOUCHING EACH OTHER. AND I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON I AMNOT GOING TO MESS WITH SOMEONE ELSE MAN. CAUSE I WOULD WANT OTHER FEMALES TO HAVE THATRESPECTFOR ME. I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE GOT ATAACHED TO ANY BOY EXCPET ONE BUT WERE MORE CLOSER NOW AS BROTHER AND SISTER. SO I TOLD HIM YESTERDAY I SADI STARING TO DAY WE CAN'T TOUCH EACH OTHER OR MAKE SEXUAL CONTENTS TO EACH OTHER. THE ONLY THING WE CAN DO IS GIVE EACH OTHER A HUG AND KISS ON CHECK CAUSE THATS WHAT WE USE TO DO BEFORE ME EVEN STRATED TALKS AS MUCH AS WE DO NOW. AND THIG IS HE IS NOT EVEN MY TYPE PHYSICALLY AND SOME WHAT MENTALLY. BUT I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE HIS PERSONALLITY. PHYSICALLY NO HE NOT, BUT I HAVE LEARNED TO LOOK PASS THAT. HE SAYS I AM EVERYTHING HE IS LOOKING FOR. I KNOW HE WANTS TO BREAK UP WITH HIS GIRL. BUT I KINDA THINK THEY SHOULD WORK IT OUT. I KNOW ME SAYING THAT. BUT YAH THE HAVE BEEN TOGHETHER FOR A YEAR. I DON'T KNOW I GUESS I AM GOING TO HOLD BACK MY FEELINGS AND JUST WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS CAUSE I AM TIRED OF BEING HURT.