YAH IT'S SUMMER VACTION FINALLY! WELL SO FAR IT HAS SUCKED FOR ME SO MUCH SHIT IS GOING ON WITH MY FRINEDS MY BOYFRINED IS BEING A JACKASS. WHICH THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF I AM ALREAYD UNDER ENOUGH STRESS WHY ADD MORE TO IT. AND LIKE TODAY ME AND MYFRIENDS SISTERS WERE SUPPOSE TO GO OUT TONIGHT BUT NO, SHE HAD TO GO AND NOT PLAN A HEAD SO NOW WERE STUCK NOT DOING NOTHING AT ALL BUT SITTING BORED AS CAN FUCKING BE WICH REALLY PISSES ME OFF CAUSE I REALLY WANTED TO GO OUT TO AND JUST HAVE A GOOD TIME. NOW WITH MY BOYFRINED WELL HE IS JUST REALLY ACTING SHITTY AND IF DOESN'T STOP IA M GOING TO LET HIS ASS GO CAUSE I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS SHIT, I MEAN HOW ARE U SUPPOES TO HAVE A REALTIONSHIP WITH SOME IF THEY NEVER COME SEE U OR IF U TALK TO THEM THEY ACT REALL POSSIVE LIKE WHERE HAVE U BEEN, WHAT ARE U DOING, WHO ARE U WITH U KNOW SHITLIKE THAT I DON'T NEED I JUST CALL TO HAVE A NICE CONVERSATION NOT AN ARGUMENT. BUT HE DOSE HAVEE I GOOD DAYS I AM NOT GOING TO FORGET THAT BUT THERE BETTER BE MORE OF THOSE GOOD DAYS OR HE IS GONE I MEAN SOME WOULD HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME. I DON'T KNOW HE REALLY CONFUSSE ME AND I AM REALLY STRESED AND CONFUSED RIGHT NOW I DON'T KNOW I GUESS I AM JUST GOING TO HAVE DEAL WITH ALL THIS AND JUST HOLD EVERYTHING IN I DON'T KNOW SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN KEEPING UP WITH JOURNAL BEEN STRESSED OUT !