well this past weeknd i went out with a few of my friends. friday night two of my friends picked me and ny home girl jessica up. anyways they toke us out to toca bell. and we met up with two other poeple who use to go to school with me and jessica. mike and chris. so we just chilled at toca bell parking lot for about 2 fucking hours then we got bored and went to beach and chilled. well it was getting later and my freind cusha the girl who picked us up had to go home. so her and roger the other person who picked me and jessica up went home. so it was just me, mike,jessica and chris. cause they said they would take us home. well the thing was that mike liked jessica and and i guess chris like me. well we played truth or dare cause we so bored. we at the beach at this time chilling in the car. anyways i couldn't do an dares at all cause chris went with one of my friends and you know the rules about that. anyways we didn't get back to my house till 6:31am in the morrning. so me and jessia slept till 7:00pm woke got dressed. cause they said that would come get us saturday night. well when they say that it means about 1 in the morring. anways that night we went back to the beach and chilled. this is were i fell really dirty me and chris were sitting on the beach. and thigns got a little hot. not we didnot have sex iam still a virgin and damn proud. but i think i was so wrong cause i have rules never flirt make out or anything with friends ex's. and it really hurts me. that i did somthing like that cause that is not me. and then the next day i went over my freind jessica ex boyfriend house with her. and her ex's brother was hitting on me so i kinda made out with him. and the thing wrong with that is i think my friend marissa likes him. personally to me i can't control the fact that they like me. but i know i was wrong cause i can control my self. i think i was just so pissed at the fact i lost my 2 bestfriends over something so stupied. and this really wasn't my falut. evenone of my best friends brother said it wasn't my fault. i don't know i thnk i was just really confused. and i toke it out on those boys. well i up for any commentrs from any. if critisum is nessary than i will take that too. i am open to any one oppion.