Life's pretty good but i'm not satified with it. Don't ask me why or whatever i'm just not. It sounds so arrogant but like I give a shit. Getting these mixed feelings about *Hannah. There slightly...well, weaker, than before. Maybe thats a good sign or not, I don't know, but things are changing with me at the minute. Must be a mixture of school and cadets, unlike the holidays when I was hybernating. Tell you what, when I go Raleigh with cadets, i'm gonna act different, a mixture of how I wanna be and how I am. Let's experiment shall we? * = Yea I know you're reading this but I wanted/needed to put it so i'll pretend you don't for the time being. ^_^'