so dustin and i had a fight today. well mainly i was fighting with him. for once i would like to take some of the money i make and spend it on myself. not a lot but something. im soo sick and tired of getting paid every other friday and at the end of the day all of its gone. I buy groceries, i pay for my car, i pay the electricity bill, and i pay for gas. Thats where all my money goes. We never have enough to go do something or go out to eat or even to do fucking laundry. We have no clean clothes. Havent had any for quit some time now. We have to pay 1.25 to wash em and another 1.25 to dry em. Pain in my ass. I hate this state. I hate this apartment. I hate my job. I cant wait to get home. To actually have time to save up money instead of living paycheck to paycheck. I should have been smarter before we moved here. Everyone told me but nooooooooooo. Im too goddamn stupid. whatever.