Dustin and I are fine. We talked to eachother the other night. Apparently thats the way I make him feel as well. So we have agreed to say something the moment we feel that way again and why. Had a very loooong boring weekend. We have no food and wont have any until the 19th. I get paid this friday but after I pay for my car and the electricity bill and gas we will only have about $5 left. I am so frustrated you have no idea. I hate the fact that we have to starve because Im only being paid $5.55 a fucking hour! BULLSHIT. At least in maine minimum wage is 6 something. On that note, when I move back I can work at Burling OR Movie Gallery....depends on who pays more. My diet has failed. I ate a bag of chips yesterday...all by myself. I need some collar type thing that will shock me if I touch something junk food like. Where I can I buy something like that??