just a few more days and we will be all packed up and ready to move back home. i cannot wait. there is something about this place i will miss. maybe because its the first place ive lived at on my own with no family around. i dont like it that way though. next time i want to be near everyone i love. 14 hours is a little much especially with the gass prices. my rat is hiding in a hole underneath our kitchen sink. i was letting him run around and POOF. the fucker disapeared. he wont come out either. thats what scares me. ive tried to get him out by luring carrots and cookies in front of the hole but he is too stubborn. i guess he thinks this is his way of being wild. haha. i just hope he comes out before we go to bed. id feel horrible. so now that i am no longer working i am bored to fuck. i hate not working. it sucks. i have nothing to do and no one to keep me amused because dustins at school and nicole is working. blagh. this sucks. im sick. my nose is stuffy and i keep sneazing. i peed my pants earlier. haha i couldnt believe it. i was sitting here in brandons computer chair too. i dont think any went on it though cuz it doesnt smell. ooooh lord. so my whole diet plan failed horribly. i seriously need to do something about my complusive junk food eatting disorder. maybe i should seek therapy? booooooreed to death yos!