today was blagh. woke up. went online. found even more viruses on the computer. loved dustin. took a shower. went to work. work sucked. came home. took pics. played with squirm. now im chillin. i am required to attend a 3 hour meeting tomorrow at my district managers house about work. this is going to blow, harder than cocaine. i have a feeling were all going to get yelled at for something. whatever. she just got a new pool so i am wearing my bathing suit and deff. going swimming before i leave. i have the next two days off. i dont know what i am going to do with myself. we have no food. literally! heres a picture of our fridge. nice huh? and its going to stay that way for another 2 weeks because i wont have any money. would anyone like to donate some? i want to go to the bangor state fair. i want cotton candy and a candy apple. mmm food would be nice. so wouldnt a cig. but i cant afford them anymore. i would also like to go running right about now but its too dark and i know someone sketchy from the trailer park would try to eat me or rape me. i miss home like whoa.