so nicole and i went out with some guy shes been talking to online and his friend. they were both really nice and funny. so nice that tomorrow night they are throwing me a farwell party. how sweet. people here are so easy to get along with [for the most part] theyre all laid back and chilled. people in maine need to wake up. i dont think dustins mom likes me anymore. she never calls to talk to me and when she calls and i answer she quickly asks wheres dustin before i can get a "how are you" out. crazy. im going to miss halloween at the brown house which really does upset me because i wanted to dress up and go trick or treating with kyndle. instead i will be on the hot beautiful beach in florida workin on a tan i so dearly need. im scared about school. about moving to mass. about being soo far away from dustin. what if our love cant outlast this bump in the road. what then? i cant picture me without HIM. he is my soulmate. im sure of this.