I cannot stand this state any longer. I hate all the people who live here, I hate my job, I hate everything. The whole place puts me in a constant bad mood. I miss home, I think now more than ever. Two more months and we will be back home. I cannot wait. Im kinda scared though. What if I dont get a job right away. My car wouldnt get paid for. I wouldnt be able to save up for a real place to live, or even for school [thats if I can go]. Ugh I wont even get started on that whole deal. Ive been so stressed about everything that my hair is actually starting to turn grey and fall out. I should be bald by the time I get back home. SEXAY!