It's early in the morning The coffee slips from my fingers I find myself tracing your name in the puddle I don't want to spend another sleepless night trying to figure out why you're still on my mind Even when I convince myself that I've had enough That my heart has been broken beyond repair I keep coming back I just want to keep coming back for more But I'm not I'm going to resist you I know things New things that you have neglected to tell me once again My heart is in the hands of another I'm finding it so hard to trust him Them You've never been there after the damage has been done You never have and never will be I have to pick myself up and carry on Without you ----- I think the realisation that Robert is finally leaving, has hit me. I don't want him to leave, it sounds selfish. I really do want him to continue on but what will happen with me? Will I get to talk to him? I need him. He's the closest thing I have to myself right now. He's my best friend.