Pissed Off

Brendon decides to write here again. Good. I feel exposed. Like I'm naked, exposed to him for the first time. I feel naked. Yet I have layers of clothes on. Layers don't hide emotions or feelings though. To be honest, writing in here while he's had no net has been me venting my emotions. I really shouldn't. Its too much to handle. I can't lie. I can't be truthful. I can't be anything but bad. I don't know what to think anymore. I feel so claustophobic and yet this is a wide open space. Haha. I'm freaking out. . . . . . I'm finished now.
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U hate me 2? :(
That makes me feel better :). I thoughht you were 2 cute 2 care?
I am not that cute but I don't care much about anything.
mmm, thank you. I like it too. I worked very hard on it actually:)

love.
PS I knew that the name of your last entry was from a movie. cause Im in the loop..

a walk to remember.. right, righttt?:)

I cried at the end of that movie:[
Dude, New Zealand guys are fucking HOT! Like, seriously. Well all the ones Ive seen that are from New Zealand are. Like the surfers n stuff. Ahhhh. Surfers. Yummy. Hippies are indeed rad. Hippies are like surfers without balance. And the fatty paychecks for pros. And the fact that surfers buy really expensive stuff, and go surfing CONSTANTLY. i dont wear by swim suit to school :) hahaha.

well hmm. that's odd. stupid boys. kill 'em all.
i hate boys too
cool I'll add u too
yeah you were in a weird mood.
I love a walk to remember!:)

I love chick flicks in general haha:p

haha dont tell you'll ruin my reputation;)

love!:)
ok dude stop freakin out ay. U dont hate guys u just have a extreme...dislikeness for them...As I do atm so join the club...U got brendon ay...ur lucky to that tho...I see where ur comin from but...neways, take care