I have taken some time to think about the new year. I know now that I am going to be faced with many challenges. One thing is the transition to the real world and the work that I will be doing to discover my future. I have an internship in the works right now and I will be able to learn more about culinary arts. I dont know where I want to go, how I want to live, or what I want to do. I know that I dont like the formal resturaunt setting like working on the line because its pretty steady there. What I thought about was being a personal chef, caterer, or something else. I know that if I work on my baking certificate and my hospitality management degree I can still do my Jazz club. But if I get my associates degree in the first two years I can be a personal chef or work in a dining car. I kind of thought about settling down but I didnt have anyone in mind. But I know that when I am ready things will fall into place. I dont know what I want in life. I am still really young, I dont really know who I am and If I try to settle down now I might change and that might not work out. I struggle sometimes with communicating with people because its something that I am working on and that I dont know too many guys until this year. I hope this year goes better. well I have to go I will talk to you all later. Night!