I know my little feeling marker says I feel ugly but it's not really that. I feel sad. I feel unatractive. I feel funny but not in the good way.I cannot believe the way some of my friends treat their Boyfriends. Steph may be my best friend but I call he boyfriends socks. She had four this past week! SHE IS NOT EVEN ALOUD TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND CAUS EHER MOMS A FREAK BUT SHE STILL GETS A NEW ONE EVRYDAY? I've never had a boyfriend. wow. Best part is... I'm not ugly. I'm tall and thin and I'm not ugly. I'm Beautiful, in God's way. I'm no model but God made everybody beautiful and I have no right to insult God by making fun of his creation! I feel stupid... Last year at the street dance I looked good. I wore make-up and a tight tank and jeans. I was 12 and had 17 yera old ask me out (before he knew how old I was) he was showing me his tatoo on his arm. Finally he asked me how old I was and I'm like "12 you sadistic child molester!" and he left. At homecoming game on Friday I saw him again. I was wearing baggy clothes and had no make-up on so, he didn't recognize me. I even talked to him. I wanted to make sure it was him so I asked of he had a totaoo on his arm and he did! I was so close to smacking him... Okay, new subject Jody I tell myself over and over again that I don't like him but whenever I see him I smile. He's so sweet. I tried to ignore him at homecoming but I saw him everywhere. I saw tons of other guys to. Like this boy named Justin, I'm kinda interested in him (he's tall, taller then me!!! yaaaaa) but I dunno yet. He's real cute. Oh I have to go. this is getting boring. I NEVER GET ANY COMMENTS! lol I don't really mind though bye all (if there is an all) love Julia