I really like drug. I have since I was eight. The black and white dance is the 18th and I need a date. Meghan has somehow talked me into asking drug. I'm not yet, but Cody is finding out if he likes me. Everybody tells me that we should go out, I wonder if they tell him the same thing? But even if he doesn't like me, I wont mind. Because when my hands are cold I feel no emotion. And my hands are awfully cold right now. I hope he likes me. Please let him like me. Oh please let him like me! Oh God let him like me!!!!! I'm praying he likes me. But I really think he doesnt.