Listening to: Back at one
Feeling: blessed
Tonight at Churvh we're saying our testimony's, I wasn't even sure if I had one! Now that I've been writen it all out I realize everybody has a testimony! I mean, think o fit this was... When you become a Christian, God saves you from HELL! Living the rest of your life in fire, your body would be scarred and burned and the pain would never stop. God gave me golden roads and a mansion prepared just for me! GOD SAVED ME FROM HELL! why on earth would he want to save me? what have I done to be so loved and adored? nothing. I've done nothing but sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. BUT when I ask him to forgive my sins he forgets they even happened! It says that he moves them as far as East to West and Buries them in deepest part of the ocean! The only well he will even think of them again is if I bring them up! That is so amazing! I can hardly believe it!
Whoever reads this might wonder why I suddenly started seeming like this awe inspired believer... it happened over the summer. We went on a church trip and alot of crap happened it our group and one girl who no one liked got sent home. We all realized alot about what had been going on and the whole group was in tears. By the end of the night four of us, me, Evan, Eleesha, and Kayla, had all rededicated our lives. It was so amazing to see how changed we all were! Sure, I still fall short and sin all the time, but as soon as I ask God to forgive me, I don't even have to think about them anymore. I don't carry the weight of all my sins anymore! I am no longer held back by my past! I love this feeling!!!!
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