I was just looking back at my first entry, I was one sad chicken. I was so obsessed with Jody. But relationships are so stupid in middle school! Really, the only reason girls my age want boyfriends is so they can be assured that they are pretty, one thing I don't need. I mean, I'm not Drop Dead gorgeous or anything, but I'm not an ugly duckling! And their are a lot of girls who just want a boyfriend to feel loved, or maybe just cause they've had a crush on that kid forever and he finally asked them out. But at my school, its mostly the first reason. At my school, their all sluts. Specially Angel. I AM SO PISSED OFF! Angel was hanging on Wes at church! I may have given up on some boys but Wes is the one person I can actually say "I am in love with Wes" and not be lying! And the sluttiest girl in the state has the nerve to hug Wes... IN FRONT OF ME! And when I say slut, I ain't joking, Angel has gone out with every single new guy we ever get, plus 50 guys in between, she's gone out with a couple of girls to! this girl was hanging off MY Wes! Too bad Wes is best friends with my brother and hasn't noticed my model behavior. lol I still love him! I even baby sit his little brother, JUST TO BE AROUND HIM!