Lets see where to start this one? Okay my I just looked at my exs diary and she posted this. _____ This is something that i have been going through for a while now and I am not sure what to do any more. This summer i was going out with this guy that i really cared for but i was so very stupid that i dumped him not one time but two time and you know that saying that goes you never know that you have something good until it is gone well that is what happened here. We have just started talking again and i still want to be with him but he says that he only wants to be friends and what not and that he has been talking to this other girl and he does not going what is going to happen there. So tonight I called him and asked him if I went out with this other boy that he knows if it would hurt him and he was like I dont care it will not hurt me. I was friends with John and you went out with him and that did not bother me and I was like I did not know that you were friends with him. Well then he was talking to my other friend Natalie and he said that i dont know why she even bothers calling me and such and that really hurt me and then he said that he could not see us getting back together because i hurt him two times and i was like not that i ment to hurt him but I had alot of things going on with my life and I was not sure what to do but any ways that is all that i have to say. _____ I know she has another diary not sure where though. I think she is just posting it for me to see. But it's over it ended about two weeks ago, and I have finally found someone that I care for as much as she care for me. Okay more crap coming up. Will post some other crap later!