All Mixed Up

by suzushiijohn
Listening to: John Mayer
Feeling: confused
Well I got a call from Debra a couple days ago.... Saying that she got really drunk, and I hate drinking or more so getting really drunk. My parents are/were who knows but lets just say I grew up with alcohol in the family. Dealing with drunks and it isn't healthy. Anyways she woke up and this other guy was kissing her, because instead of driving back to base they stayed at his house. I'm soo lost and confused, I don't know know what to do. She said she told him to stop and she wouldn't kiss him. She told him that she loved someone else, but she wouldn't leave the bed because she thought it would be rude. I don't know anymore, my heart's all in a mess. My head's spinning and I think I might have to end this one. Cut your losses when your ahead right? I'll keep you posted. This is going to hurt what ever I do.
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yeah i know that. its alright life aways have there moments of talking. im good been riding my bike while listinging to music alot lately been enjoying it too.

i hope you get through this problem your having im sure you will your a strange person.

thanks i dont like to be serious all the time. yeah its understandable

p.s you commented back pretty fast
Remember how she makes you feel. That love you 2 share when your with one another! You love her, don't let her get away.

~A Friend~
[Anonymous]
yeah he is i think him and my friend are going to sit and have a talk with him. so im crossing my fingers that things change. that good im not on much anymore with school. hope you day is going well

*hugs*

Amanda
Hey there- sounds like things arent going great for you either- I an relate. Just keep your head up, and if you have to just give up/in for an evening then do it. The day after a "break" is the beginning of a newer and better you. Sometime we just need to stop and think for a bit- yah know?

Anyway I'm sorry I havent been commenting on you but this week has been hell. All is better now though so I'll check in more regularly:O)

--Kayla
I'm not really sure what to say. I can't say anything that will make you feel any less mixed up.

Keep talking.
Hey you little but nut! What is up? Long time no talk. Anyway how have things been. for you it looks like it has gone really well. Where are you at now?? You said someing about being home? You mean HERE?? Anyway keep me posted. Talk to you later bro. Keep it up things will come around they usually do. relationships are really hard.