So I'm home now, and I'm very apathetic. I think about Debra every night, and i wish I could be there with her. I keep getting this bad feeling like something is going to happen and we are going to break up. Maybe it's just that when ever I find something that truely makes me happy. I end up losing it! I think sometimes I am just to caring for my own good. I get attached quick but I don't fall in love easy. But I did with her! I can honestly say I love her! I'm currently looking for a job that's fun. I'll be sure to keep you posted. TTYL! ~John