Well yesterday was pretty fun! We had a dance at school for snow week and only like 40 people showed up. Haha talk about a crowd jk. Anyways more serious stuff!
Ahh lets see how to put this??? I don't know why I am just not able to open up to people! I really want to open up to Cristina but there is something holding me back. Then I start doubting myself and there I am again in that depressed state. There is only one person who I have ever truely opened up to, and now I don't even talk with her. I have decided I need to tell Cristina this if I ever plan to open up to her. Don't get me wrong I somewhat open up to her but never have I fully opened up to her. So ya I am going to tell her tonight about this.
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[update] I decided to put a pict of me up for a little bit. I have different hair, I don't like the almost haockey hair look. lol
and yeah i did have fun :)
and i know exactly what you mean about not opening up..
good luck john!
holding things in turns out to be more hurtful. not good at all.
~Kaylie
p.s. yeah im always thinking of you , lol, j/k
A pic sounds pretty cool.
--Kayla
A Picture sounds nice
Most guys have a hard time opening up. I know very few who are good with that kind of stuff. Guys just don't deal with emotional stuff in the open. I'm sure it will change the longer you guys stay together.
Have a good day.
~Janet
Hmm.. i know what you mean about opening up to people heh
I used to tell this one guy EVERYTHING and now him and i dont talk either...
So yeeea.. i dont really tell anyone that much anymore :
Oh well.. take care babes
-erica-