Dream Log Saturday: 9 Dreams, The only thing I could see in all of them were Cristina Sunday: 3 Dreams, Same as Saturday Monday: 1 Dream, Same as Saturday Tuesday: 1 Dream, I could see and actully feel everything, it was so vivd. It also opened up everything I thought I have gotten over. Stupid Dreams! I thought I was finally getting over Cristina but last nights dream opened up everything I was feeling for her. Why do I keep dreaming about her night to night? I really can't deal with this, it hurts way to damn much. My heart again feels soo heavy. While my stomach is in knots, I really miss just talking with her but hay what can I do? I am really trying to move on but these dreams night to night just open everything back up again. Haha last night I actually woke up with tears in my eyes I don't know why but something is trying to tell me something. The dream felt so real and I could see and actually feel everything in the dream. Well just posting my thoughts. SeE~yAh 4 now! ~John~