well...i dunno why but i just have alot of random thoughts and stuff in my head...like smoking...i dunno why but ive been smokin a hell of alot more then i usually do...im havin one right now...and ive been thinking about icecream all day....ive been thinking about when im gonna get a full time job, right now i only work part time, ive been thinking about my mom and dad...also im thinking about my brother and i hope he makes the hockey team hes trying out for, hes really good, but hes also really cocky lol...i feel alot beter then last week with the whole grandmother thing...im goin to visit my grandfather tomorrow because now that my grandmother has moved on to a better place, he needs some company sometimes so im gonna go over and play cards with him...im hoping that by typing everything im thinking ill be able to sleep better...right now im thinking that this entry is alot longer then any of my previous ones...lol wierd thought...ohhhh i spoke to my best friend darren today...right now hes working in saskachewan and hes been there for like 3 weeks already and he phoned me today cuz he was thinkin of me lol...hes commin back in like 2 weeks im so excited...neways i dunno what else im writing...oh yah today my grandpa said he was going to give the cabin to my dad...im excited...he told me not to tell neone so shhhh dont tell =) anyways im really tired so i think ima head to bed...na night everyone... oh yah thanks to all for your sympathy comments i really appreciated them =) Peace! xxxooo *chelsea*