Well like the title, and mood say...i feel empty...i just finished writing an email to sarah about all my feelings towards everything....i can only hope she reads it...and writes back...it just says some personal feelings towards whats going on...so personal that i cried as i typed it...anywho...i just hope she doesnt read it and flip out about nething... Either way...she was angry about an entry i wrote in here b4, entitled, they only call when they need something....well i think thats the one neways...well i thought zaneta ditched me on our movie night, so i wrote that, well turns out she fell asleep...well...i didnt kno that at the time i wrote that entry.... to me, i just feel like everything is my fault when im with them...or i always do something wrong....oh well...i guess thts just life right???