well...im exhausted...i spent the whole weekend...well from friday aternoon until monday night at my cabin...and it was actually really wierd... unfortunately i was reminded of my uncle the entire time we were there...he's the same uncle that gave me my dog 15 yrs ago... Anywho..i had a really big scare when i was out there...a bunch of us were sittin around the fire ouotside...and all of a sudden my dog just fell sideways and started almost convulsing...it was very scary...we all thought he was dead..but then he opened his eyes and i swear if he could have said it, he would have said something like keep on keepin on lol...but hes ok now...but his days are seriously numbered...hes about 21 yrs old..thats like over 140 dog yrs...thats fukin old!!! Well..the funeral for my uncle is tomorrow afternoon..then we have to go to my aunties house after that...its pretty sad...its just so horrible that we always meet on such horrible circumstances.... Well i hafta go to bed...im really super friggen tired!!! Well...nighty night..