oh, to be anywhere with you. [intact,][but off track.] oh, to be anywhere with you. in the night its like prison, trapped alone in the dark in my room. its cold and almost damp and so silent its scary yet chaotic and lonely all at the same time. i stare at the ceiling praying for it to come alive for someone to talk to and i cry but then realize that when the light comes, it will all be okay. for a little while. oh when will this madness ever end and when will the dark be light again and when will you return to keep me safe and warm and when will i learn that i need to learn?