i hate boys. wait, no i dont, i fucking despise them. except one, but he doesnt know it. it wouldnt matter anyway, he's a million miles from my heart.
maybe for lent i'll give up sex. no one wants to do me anyways. and if they do, i dont know it. the groundhog said six more weeks of winter. i say fuck that goddamn groundhog.
you always make me cry.
i wish i knew how to handle situations better. or that he wasnt always so willing. or that i respected myself and others. blah. we need new surroundings and new hurt. im sick of the same old bullshit. u with me?