i feel like 2006 is a start of truly new beginning. it sounds cliche to say like "new year, new beginning" but its like, everything is falling into place. great things are happening. my best friend is the happiest i've seen her since we've known each other. her happiness makes me happy. and that sounds cliche too but i dont care. to know that someone you love finally feels loved, is wonderful. plus i also feel like im finally getting back on my feet again. ever since me and tim broke up, i've felt down. its been a long time and im finally recuperating. seeing him happy, also makes me happy. i think hes in love. and i thought if this day ever came, id feel sad. but i feel nothing but joy that he might of found someone who makes him smile like he makes me smile. i have a steady job. i dont make that much but i feel accomplished, like im actually doing something and not half assing it. and i have new years resolutions which im actually following. i havent eaten fast food, or smoked weed since january 2nd. i didnt think i could actually stop smoking. but ive surprised myself and passed it up like four times. im doing a good job. and i havent eaten fast food. this is a good thing because im seriously getting too fat. not like omg, im sooo fat. just like, damn, im unhealthy. plus, looking better, makes me feel better. im doing pretty good these days. i only hope things get better, not worse. im having a optimistic attitude, which i never have. and things are coming together. yay. ♥