Cold and unknown whispers Murmur all around me Why does it all come back? Why can't they leave me be? Distant and faded memories Whisk by in a flash My life is just an abandoned lake Silence never followed by a splash Blurred and blissful fantasies Sweep me up and leave no dust Could anyone ever find the truth? Will I always be a slave to my lust? Cowering in a corner Of an empty yet endless room I have no problem blending in With shadows that above me loom Colors blend into one As they finally break in And the lights start to quiver I'm getting lost in the din But don't you worry your pretty little head I'm still dying, still feeling the pain Tonight I shall finally give in, Listening.. To the gentle pitter patter of the rain.