I'm trapped in a nightmare Waiting for a way out I look into the s.h.a.t.t.e.r.e.d. mirror Hating e v e r y t h i n g looking back Why must I be so imperfect I only want to feel b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. Or is it true that I'm a damn mistake I'm fading away from everyone, and everything There's so much pain behind my sparkling eyes So many things remain concealed ....things you'll never know So I'll put on a smile, and act like everything is fine The candle is burning away now Just like my soul and heart have ...if only someone knew... I hate waking up to another day of pain As the knife slowly falls to the floor These thoughts control my mind My life is almost taken My soul will soon be free This is my suicidal dream Once you're in it, there's [no] way of getting out So, let me die in my sleep ...I gave it my all, now it's my time to go...