You’re right, I’m not like her;
I’m me and only me.
Just open up your eyes, I know
I’m the one you fail to see.
Don’t expect me to be perfect,
I expect that of myself.
You hold me responsible for
What I can’t control.
You can’t tell me what to do,
What’s important and what’s not.
Don’t make this harder than it is;
I make my own decisions.
You rub me the wrong way,
It’s like everything I say is wrong.
I feel my worst when I finish
My long battles with you.
I know this isn’t over yet,
But I can’t take it now.
With every word you say,
You drag me down.
You look, I quake.
You smile, I wince.
You speak, I shudder.
That’s what you do to me.
I can’t cry because I’m strong;
It’s only a sign of weakness.
But now I want to show you
How hurt I am inside.
You took my dreams and dismissed them
With a gentle wave of your hand.
You took my heart and crushed it;
What’s left is a shell of me.
Don’t you go breaking me now,
I never thought you could.
Someone like you proves me wrong
And rips me to pieces.
and Shannon is doing my hair! and makeup I'm sure... lol _scary_
okie dook...
if u can't go don't worry about it... i don't think i'm gonna go for very long because i'm sick and feel like crap