I don't really know what to say. I feel like im laying helplessly on the floor while rocks keep tumbling on me. And the rocks keep piling and piling to the point where I can't even pick myself up anymore. For some reason things seem to be falling apart. And its hard ...it really is to watch and not be able to do anything or help what is happening. People always tell me to give it time and things will get better. But they don't. What has happened to a person that is really upsetting is always in your mind...now instead of being in the front of your brain it is pushed to the back. Thats what time does...it makes the problem slowly disappear into your mind but its always there. And from time to time you will think about it but you are never offically healed.
-mae
i am sorry about both of the fight things...arrr. they make me mad. its annoying the shit out of me. anyways i am happy i have my ONE really good friend back to talk to about all this.
i love the picture.
[invisible]
Things do get better Melissa, if you let them. You go find what makes you happy.
Have an awesome day.